The IUI with the HCG shot failed. Brian continues to be as hopeful as ever. I feel nothing. My heart hurts and I have stopped feeling disappointed and sad. That probably doesn't make sense, but I am so use to feeling heartbroken that it has become as normal as breathing. I want so badly to have a child. I have prayed and begged for the chance to become a mother. I just don't know what to do anymore. Giving up is not an option, my husband, won't allow it. I am just very frustrated and angry. I guess I do feel something.
We will try another IUI with the HCG shot in a couple of weeks. I continue to pray that the IUI works and we conceive. I also continue to pray for strength and support for Brian & I.
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