14 Days after my IUI

Okay so today it has been 14 days since the IUI. I had terrible cramps last week and I had spotting on Friday morning. Of course I completely fell apart, but had to compose myself for work. Brian is still in Livingston so it has been rough to go through all the emotions with him so far away, but he is so supportive and keeps telling me to stay positive. My period was suppose to start Sunday and I am still waiting. I still have a little bit of spotting, but for the most part I feel great. I am just trying to be patient. I don't want to test until maybe Wednesday if my period doesn't start, I might even try to control myself until the weekend, when Brian will be home. I actually also feel amazingly relaxed now about the whole situation, if my period starts, my period starts and we will try again. I guess I have just decided that we have a great plan in place and we are doing everything we can, God is in charge and I have to leave it in his hands. Yep, I said it, I am Letting Go, & Letting God, which is not something I do, I am a control freak. But I guess it is time that I start trusting in God's Plan for me!