My period kinda started today. It will be full blown by morning. I knew going in that it may not work the first time and that we may have to do the IUI a few times, but I was hoping to be super lucky! I am having a small pity party this evening and then I will buck up and prepare for another procedure. I think vacation will help me relax and gain perspective on my life. I feel like I am floundering and there is nothing anyone can do. I feel a little hopeless and wonder if there is a light at the end of this particular tunnel. Maybe I should just concentrate on adoption and forget all this nonsense, but then am I giving up? I can't explain how I feel anymore. Why me, Why me, Why .....
I don't get it, I do everything I am told, I pray, I take my vitamins, and it doesn't seem to matter.
Am I ever going to be a mother?
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