Some disappointing news

Today I chatted with the Psychology Department here at the University of Montana. The gentleman gave me lots of helpful information. I then asked Brian to call the Social Worker here in town to make sure that it was ok to use the psychology department, and unfortunately it is not. So we are back to square one and I am disappointed. I am currently at work trying to fight back tears. I was hoping that we would be able to get our Psychology assessment completed before the end of October, but now it looks as though we may not even be ready by the end of the year. I feel like we keep getting slapped in the face and it is frustrating. Brian isn't worried, he keeps telling me we will be fine. He desperately wants to refinance our house, he feels like that would help our finances. I do want to refinance, but it is very frustrating to start yet another process. My frustration is mounting & I feel like we are not going to be able to adopt for a while. I know it is not a race, but we have been on this journey for 6+ years and I am just ready to cross the finish line. I will continue to type my questions and will start to save money for the Psychologist. I will also continue to "prepare my fields for rain" but, right now I feel like someone punched me in the stomach, so it may take a while to recover mentally.