Sunday, December 27, 2009

All I wanted for Christmas....

All I wanted for Christmas was a positive pregnancy test, all I got was my period. Very disappointed and frustrated. I just found out another friend is pregnant, I am super excited for her, but am a little bummed out. I am trying to stay upbeat and positive, but it is very difficult. Still wondering if it is EVER going to happen. Not feeling very encouraged or hopeful, and wondering what I can do to improve my chances of conceiving. I take vitamins and eat fairly healthy, have stopped drinking for the most part, except for an occasional beer or glass of wine. I have been working out since September and am trying to relax more. What else could there be.
It probably doesn't help matters that Brian is once again on his way to Livingston and we have no idea when he will be home again. I think January is a bust for even trying and that is extremely frustrating as well! In general I am feeling pretty crappy.

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